I’m just a spirit trying to be human - SN: 09x13
all my love, come blow me down
this is the bad news, here is the sound
my MY, how can you believe
with the world passing by on the street
For every town, we’ll have a marching band.
For each thoroughbred, a comfortable stable;
for each worker, a place beneath the table.
For every forward step a stumbling.
A shadow over every starlit thing.
~ “Lucifer at the Starlite”, by Kim Addonizio
and oh my heart, how can i face you now?
when we both know how badly i have let you down
↪ prompt: i have made mistakes by the oh hellos
30 Days of Wincest ► Day 17: Favorite reunion
Look at Sam in the top gif, how he stares at Dean and then his eyes flicker over to Bobby. That moment absolutely killed me, because it’s like he’s saying, How could you do this to me? Bobby, of all people, should know better than to play a trick this cruel.
Then Dean, in the bottom one. He always closes his eyes when he hugs Sam after they haven’t seen each other in a while. And it’s always right before he lets go, as if he’s capturing the sensation behind his eyelids, in the darkness. A feeling that is beyond looking and seeing: it’s just knowing.
"You’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you don’t even have a name for.”
- Richard Siken
J2 modeling for saxx~ pose 2！
very happy for Austin move is ture!! O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
It’s not the first time that Sam gets hard when they spar. Sam is fifteen and he gets hard all the time for nothing, so it’s not exactly unexpected when he pops a boner as they’re writhing on the floor.
It’s the first time that Dean gets hard, though. It’s been a while since he got laid, and he hasn’t jerked off in a couple days, and Sam feels so good under him…
"You’re hard for me, you big perv?" Sam teases, like the bratty little brother he is.
"Shut up, you’re hard too. Wanna jerk off? I stole a few porn mags at the gas station."
Sam looks surprised. ”Yeah? Fuck, okay. Do you… Do you want to swap hands again? I mean, if it doesn’t weird you out, I don’t want you to get all prissy like last time…”
Dean shakes his head. “It’s okay, I just needed time to think about it. I’m okay with it, really. I probably shouldn’t be turned on to touch my little brother’s cock but fuck, I am, and I don’t give a fuck,” he says as he works the button of Sam’s jeans open.
Sam’s right hand is stroking Dean’s neck in a comforting, encouraging manner and Sam says, “okay, good. That’s good. I can’t stop thinking about your hands on me… And I was thinking, uh… Maybe we could…”
"Maybe we could what, Sammy?"
"I’ll suck you if you suck me."
"Fuck, Sam," Dean moans, his hands wrapping around Sam’s dick. "Yeah, yeah, okay."